In an MTV Documentary, entitled For The Record,  to be aired on November 30, Britney Spears talks about her journey over the last two years including her erratic behavior:

“I sit there and I’ll look back and I’m like: I’m a smart person. What the hell was I thinking?”

She opens about Kevin Federline and her hospital visits and talks about the lonliness of being so guarded:

“I’ve been through a lot in the past two or three years, and there’s a lot that people don’t know,” she says.

“Sometimes I think I get kind of lonely because you don’t open the gate up that much, you know I mean?” she adds. “You’re guarded. You have to be that way, so I’m kind of stuck in this place and it’s like: How do you deal? And you just cope, and that’s what I do. I just cope with it, every day.”

The documentary airs two days before her much-anticipated album Circus is released.

I’m just glad that she is back to being healthy.  Will you watch the documentary?

London Entertainment