After Jesse Csincsak`s taped admission to the called-off engagement, Deanna Pappas has spoken to In Touch Weekly:

“I really felt like I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. I thought he was my fairy-tale ending”  “But after the show was over and we settled in to our normal lives, I slowly came to realize that we are two totally different people and it wasn’t going to work out.”

She intends to donate her ring to charity and is not completely turned off of love:

“I still believe in love,” she says. “More than anything, I want to find someone I can spend the rest of my life with,”

However, Jesse Csincsak has spoken to Extra since his video and tells them:

“I guess I would say I’m sorry for whatever I did to make you not want to be with me,” a tearful Jesse said via web cam. 

He tells them how she ended it with him:

“We took time apart…She came back to Colorado [this weekend] and told me, ‘I love you, but I’m not in love with you’…I picked her up from the airport and she told me while I was getting her bags.”

He was surprised that he wasn`t the first to know:

“She told some of our business associates [before telling me]…I didn’t know this had been released today…We had agreed after she broke up with me…that we would put together a statement and have it released.”

She was not willing to go to marriage counseling with him and he further says:

 ”The only time she was touchy-feely with me was around the cameras,”

Despite everything, Jesse still loves her, but is realistic:

“I love that woman,” he says. “She is an amazing person. I am willing to work through it. I love her…I love the way she made me feel. She made me feel like no other.”   ”I don’t want to fight for a lost cause. I just want her to be happy whether it’s with or without me.”

What do you think about what Jesse is saying??